{"id":13963,"date":"2002-07-14T13:10:54","date_gmt":"2002-07-14T13:10:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ajetebeqiraj.org\/?p=13963"},"modified":"2026-02-05T15:21:37","modified_gmt":"2026-02-05T15:21:37","slug":"gezimi-nje-fryme-e-vetme-qe-la-pas-dashuri-dhembje-dhe-drite-te-perjetshme","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ajetebeqiraj.org\/en\/gezimi-nje-fryme-e-vetme-qe-la-pas-dashuri-dhembje-dhe-drite-te-perjetshme\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00ebzimi! Nj\u00eb frym\u00eb e vetme q\u00eb la pas dashuri, dhembje dhe drit\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetshme…"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\"Angel14 korrik 2002.<\/strong> Homazh poetik p\u00ebr foshnj\u00ebn jet\u00ebshkurt\u00ebr, e cila erdhi mes nesh vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr nj\u00eb frym\u00eb, por la pas nj\u00eb gjurm\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetshme dashurie, dhimbjeje dhe drite hyjnore…P\u00ebr trupin e tij t\u00eb brisht\u00eb, I cili preku bot\u00ebn p\u00ebr pak dit\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb rritur krah\u00eb mbi plag\u00eb dhe fluturuar kah drita e Krijuesit t\u00eb vet!<\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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\u201cHow very quietly you tiptoed into the world, only for a moment you stayed. But what an imprint your tiny footprints left on our hearts.\u201d-Dorothy Ferguson<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>\n

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-Drit\u00eb jete k\u00ebtu nuk ka! \u2013 \u00ebnd\u00ebrroi t\u2019i thoshte mjeku motr\u00ebs shtatz\u00ebn\u00eb.
-Poo!… Ka nj\u00eb drit\u00eb tjet\u00ebr n\u00eb barkun e saj… Shiko!… Eshte i t\u00ebri drit\u00eb?! \u2013 insistonte ajo.<\/p>\n

Tash, gjith\u00e7ka e qart\u00eb.
Ajo s’kishte par\u00eb drit\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs sepse vezullimi i saj ishte tretur n\u00eb foshnjen e shuar n\u00eb preh\u00ebrin e saj.
Ajo kishte par\u00eb Drit\u00ebn e Zotit, e cila shkrihej n\u00eb fytyr\u00ebn e tij nur…<\/p>\n

Ah vog\u00eblush, prisja t\u00eb me th\u00ebrrisje daj\u00eb!<\/em> \u2013 psher\u00ebtiu vellai teksa ngiste makin\u00ebn e sapodal\u00eb nga spitali dhe z\u00ebri iu mbyt n\u00eb gryk\u00eb.
Edhe dh\u00ebnd\u00ebrit, atit t\u00eb foshnjes, iu mbush\u00ebn syt\u00eb me lot\u00eb… Por mbaheshin, se burr\u00ebria e donte ashtu!
Nd\u00ebrsa ajo kishte lirin\u00eb e gjith\u00eb bot\u00ebs t\u00eb qante me vajin e pangush\u00ebllim t\u00eb t\u00ebzes mbi at\u00eb foshnje t\u00eb pafajshme, e cila p\u00ebr dhjet\u00eb dit\u00eb kishte q\u00ebndruar pezull mes jet\u00ebs e vdekjes, q\u00eb mbi plag\u00ebt n\u00eb trupin e brisht\u00eb e merrte krah\u00ebt e engj\u00ebllit.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb ato dhjet\u00eb dit\u00eb agonie trupi i tij u martirizua n\u00eb \u00e7do m\u00ebnyr\u00eb, se mjek\u00ebt mbaheshin fort p\u00ebr misionin e tyre t\u00eb shenjt. Por, mushk\u00ebrit\u00eb e tij nuk shijuan vet\u00ebm arom\u00eb ilaqesh brenda inkubatorit. Ai nuk i hapi as syt\u00eb e vegj\u00ebl, sepse zgjodhi nj\u00eb drit\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb shenjt se drit\u00ebn e jet\u00ebs. Erdhi si nj\u00eb flutur, p\u00ebr t\u00eb l\u00ebn\u00eb fluturimin e fundit brenda mureve t\u00eb qelqta t\u00eb inkubatorit, q\u00eb pas dhjet\u00eb dit\u00ebsh zemra e vog\u00ebl t’i pushonte p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb…<\/p>\n

Makina po ecte drejt fshatit. Po e \u00e7onte n\u00eb sht\u00ebpin\u00eb, deri dje t\u00eb mbushur g\u00ebzim p\u00ebr djalin e sapolindur… Q\u00eb prisnin t’iu b\u00ebhej burr\u00eb… \u201cNj\u00eb katund prej tij!\u201d<\/p>\n

E tash, po ata njer\u00ebz ishin mbledhur p\u00ebr ngush\u00ebllime.
Rruga ishte e gjat\u00eb, e pafund. Por makina sikur nxitonte t\u00eb ia kthente n\u00ebn\u00ebs n\u00eb preh\u00ebr. T\u00eb \u00e7mallej me t\u00eb p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb, se ai ende nuk njihte ngroht\u00ebsin\u00eb am\u00ebrore… P\u00ebr her\u00eb e t\u00eb fundit, sepse ai kaq kishte! Vrushkuj lot\u00ebsh t\u00eb val\u00eb ia digjnin faqet. Ata p\u00ebrv\u00eblonin edhe ballin e arkivolit t\u00eb tij t\u00eb vog\u00ebl me mbishkrimin: \u201cExitum Letraris\u201d…<\/p>\n

E ajo, donte t\u00eb shihte m\u00eb shum\u00eb se dat\u00ebn e vdekjes s\u00eb tij. Donte ta shihte, ndon\u00ebse t\u00eb atill\u00eb nuk e kishte d\u00ebshiruar kurr\u00eb. Ta njihte tani kur ishte nj\u00eb trup i pafrym\u00eb. Ngadal\u00eb hapi kapakun dhe e pa gjat\u00eb me syt\u00eb e lar\u00eb n\u00eb lot\u00eb. Trupi i tij i vog\u00ebl prehej n\u00eb qet\u00ebsin\u00eb hyjnore. E p\u00ebrshkoi me dor\u00eb fund e krye, ia dalloi gjymtyr\u00ebt e vogla, t\u00eb fikura… Brisht\u00ebsin\u00eb e trupit t\u00eb tij, pothuajse t\u00eb gjall\u00eb. Ia largoi edhe mbuloj\u00ebn nga fytyra. N\u00ebn t\u00eb u shfaq nj\u00eb ball\u00eb dhe nj\u00eb hund\u00eb e vog\u00ebl. Nj\u00eb faqe nur e mbytur n\u00eb njolla gjaku. E lau me lot\u00eb! Aty po e ndjeu sa shum\u00eb dhembte kur shuhej nj\u00eb jet\u00eb ende pa filluar. Koka e tij ishte pran\u00eb zemr\u00ebs s\u00eb saj. Dora e saj mbi zemr\u00ebn e tij… Mbi at\u00eb zem\u00ebr t\u00eb vog\u00ebl, e cila nuk mundi t\u00eb mbijetoj\u00eb eg\u00ebrsin\u00eb e k\u00ebsaj bote!<\/p>\n

Tronditje e papritur nga frenimi i makines e ajo shtr\u00ebngroi fort t’mos i l\u00ebndohej trupi i vog\u00ebl… Shpina e \u00e7elur varr\u00eb nga q\u00ebndrimi n\u00eb shoq\u00ebrin\u00eb q\u00eb prejse erdhi n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Tashm\u00eb, n\u00eb krah\u00ebt e mortjes ai ishte l\u00ebshuar p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, pa e b\u00ebr\u00eb m\u00eb vaj af\u00ebrsia e n\u00ebn\u00ebs, si at\u00eb dit\u00eb kur p\u00ebr her\u00eb t\u00eb par\u00eb e ndjeu pranin\u00eb e saj. Nuk do t\u00eb l\u00ebvizte kok\u00eb e gjymtyr\u00eb nga prekjet e babait me lejen e mjek\u00ebve, tashm\u00eb kur e dinin se nuk kishte m\u00eb shpres\u00eb. Asnj\u00eb l\u00ebvizje, asnj\u00eb prekje, asnj\u00eb lot\u00eb as psher\u00ebtime s’do ta trazonte nga gjumi i p\u00ebrjetsh\u00ebm, se fijet q\u00eb e lidhnin me bot\u00ebn pa u lidhur ende ishin shk\u00ebputur p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb!<\/p>\n

N\u00eb fshat t\u00eb gjith\u00eb i dol\u00ebn p\u00ebrpara. Ajo k\u00ebrkonte motr\u00ebn lehon\u00eb t\u2019ia l\u00ebshonte foshnj\u00ebn n\u00eb preh\u00ebrin bosh, pran\u00eb barkut t\u00eb k\u00ebputur e pran\u00eb gjinjve t\u2019ia lagte buz\u00ebt e ngrira n\u00eb gjak… Por, kur pa n\u00ebn\u00ebn, iu l\u00ebshua n\u00eb krah\u00ebror pafuqish\u00ebm, tretur ngrir\u00eb mes vajesh t\u00eb t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve e me foshnjen e vdekur n\u00eb krah\u00eb!<\/p>\n

Lulja e n\u00ebn\u00ebs!… Drita e n\u00ebn\u00ebs!<\/em> – d\u00ebgjohej z\u00ebri i dredhur i n\u00ebn\u00ebs, teksa e v\u00ebnte n\u00eb djepin e veshur me pun\u00ebdoret e punuara me dashurin\u00eb m\u00eb t\u00eb madhe.<\/p>\n

N\u00eb djepin q\u00eb e kishte pritur t\u00eb gjall\u00eb, ta p\u00ebrkundte e ta v\u00ebnte n\u00eb gjum\u00eb. N\u00eb gjumin e jet\u00ebs!<\/p>\n

Por, G\u00ebzimi i t\u00eb gjith\u00ebve pas 10 dit\u00ebsh varur mes jet\u00ebs dhe vdekjes, mbolli krah\u00ebt mbi plag\u00eb p\u00ebr t’u ngjitur kah drita e p\u00ebrjetshme. Brisht\u00ebsia e trupit t\u00eb tij tashm\u00eb prehet n\u00eb Fush\u00ebn e That\u00eb dhe shpirti i d\u00eblir\u00eb loz bashk\u00eb me engj\u00ebjt… Por, ajo fryme e pakt\u00eb jete, la as vetes plot dashuri, dhembje dhe drit\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetshme!<\/p>\n

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14 korrik 2002, Kryshec,Peje.<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0All rights reserved!<\/strong><\/p>\n<\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

14 korrik 2002. Homazh poetik p\u00ebr foshnj\u00ebn jet\u00ebshkurt\u00ebr, e cila erdhi mes nesh vet\u00ebm p\u00ebr nj\u00eb frym\u00eb, por la pas nj\u00eb gjurm\u00eb t\u00eb p\u00ebrjetshme dashurie, dhimbjeje dhe drite hyjnore…P\u00ebr trupin e tij t\u00eb brisht\u00eb, I cili preku bot\u00ebn p\u00ebr pak dit\u00eb p\u00ebr t\u00eb rritur krah\u00eb mbi plag\u00eb dhe fluturuar kah drita e Krijuesit t\u00eb vet! 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